::bgnoise:: Crickets and Frogs
::taste:::::: Cherry Slurpee
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My lungs have staged an all out war on me. I've been coughing up blood spots all day and spotting the tissue when I blow my nose. I'm seriously considering quitting smoking. I'm certainly not ready to quit but it's getting to the point where I just feel so stupid having a smoke. It relaxes me when I need to chill but then again this yoga kick I've been going towards might relax me also. I don't know why I smoke. I just like it.

I once promised my mom I would quit smoking. I never kept my promise because she never kept hers. BUT that's not really an excuse. She had no control over her promise and I have total control over mine. We'll see what happens. If the doc says I've got pneumonia I will quit right there....if not I will still seriously consider it.