Tuesday, May 18, 2004

::bgnoise:: Brand New -=Mix Tape=-
::taste:::::: Fanta -- Strawberry
::mood:::::tripadelic


So~ I'll be back to posting more frequently like I used to.
I finished up my finals last week, and I'm gonna sit around and be lazy this week before I go look for my summer job. I have about one month before I start summer school. *WHOO* I'm just looking forward to Hawaii. I gotta work on getting my body into shape by August. Maybe I could look good in a two piece again. ¬_¬ maybe..

I'm drawing more but I don't like anything I do. I should just draw until I can't draw anymore or until my brain explodes. I think my brain has already driven itself into creative overload.

My cousins came back from college last weekend. Well they didn't come back exactly. They came to visit. We went to see the Lion King musical and ate a burrito. =\ ehm...burritos, if you count the one I had the night before. HUGE fuckin' burritos. *heh heh* Anyway, I was surprised by the Lion King. It was awesomely awesome. The set design and costumes were fantastic even tho the singing wasn't exactly spectacular. I still enjoyed it, even moreso because I was with my cousins.

So this weekend I'll be driving to Santa Barbara to pick up Kristee. There's a hush hush party this weekend and I'm making it mandatory for her to come. I'll be glad when this party is all over and done with. It's been pretty stressful but I'm sure it'll be somewhat well worth it in the end.

Alright I think I've covered everything....now bye.

~Kori ¬_¬

Monday, May 10, 2004

::bgnoise:: Some birds outside my window -=Chirp chirp=-
::taste:::::: bland
::mood::::: fucking cold


Mom--
So the cold air is coming through my window now and I'm shaking from head to toe, but I don't wanna close that window now because--I just don't. Yesterday was Mother's day and I wanted to tell you that I love you. I would have called you up but I don't know your number. I meant to sit down by that tree--that tree we spread your ashes on but I didn't sit down by that tree because you weren't there. I was going to buy you flowers because you love the way they smell but I didn't buy you flowers because you're not here to smell them. Teddy bears and chocolates are the things I used to buy you but if I had to buy you one last present it would be none of these. I'd tell you that I love you, I'd tell you that I care, but I can't tell you anything because you are not here.
--Kori

Blog--
It's cold outside, it's cold inside. I can't stand this weather. The sun is coming up and I can hear those annoying birds chirping. It's nearly six thirty in the morning and I haven't been able to sleep. There are things I could be doing right now that would be better than sleeping. Writing in my blog is not one of them. I'll do it anyway. I can see the sun just barely shining over the treetops, but it still feels like noon. I can't find my cigarettes but I know where they are. I could really use one right now but I'm too lazy to go outside and get them. The dog is twitching in his sleep. I wonder what he's dreaming about. Chasing squirrels perhaps ? He makes muffled whimpers and kicks at the door which makes a loud thudding noise. Is thudding even a word. My eyes are sore from being open so long. They're also puffy from salt. Blinking only makes me sleepier. I think I'll go to bed.
--Kori