::bgnoise:: dashboard confessional -=hands down=-
::taste:::::: cream of chicken noodle soup
::mood:::::

is this some sort of sick joke ? i mean seriously, could there be a worse time to get sick ? i have final projects up that ass to do AND HERE I AM GETTING SICK. for the most part i just feel sick and groggy but then again the rest of me feels highly annoyed at the way shit goes down. i still need to finish up my editing project, and my sound project, i have a final exam today for editing, i have a presentation (pitch) due next wednesday, a final exam in history next friday, and i need to show up to every class for the next two weeks !!!!! i have a feelings it bronchitis. its always bronchitis. i'm sure my cuzzies feel me on this. its a PAIN in the ASS ! so i now i have to wake up tomorrow @ 7:45 to go to the doc before class. then they can put me on steroids and that danged breathing machine. oh well i just need to suck it up. only two more weeks to go and im done with this horrible semester. WHEW.
anyways, i drew this guy last nite.

i'm off to class yo.
~(¬_¬) kori

::bgnoise:: the used -=buried alive=-
::taste:::::: juego de naranja
::mood:::::

i was checking out everyone's profiles on aim today. you kno the usuals...checking up on my cousins. well, i found a linky on my cuzzie's profile and i just couldn't help myself--i clicked it. turns out the damn thing was a virus. it took me to a webpage with a pop up that wouldn't go away. eek ! so i had to "ctrl + alt + del" and close the window from the task manager. then i couldn't get this stupid message out from my aim profile. i figure my cuzzie is - err was having the same problem. is that right cuz ? anyways, luckily i found out the way to get rid of the virus. what an annoying bug ! sheesh. (cuzzie if you need help with it i'll tell you how to fix it.)

in other news. its getting close to the end of the year and all my friends are stressing out. i guess....so am i. not really stressing tho, i have just come to accept the fact that i have a lot to do. rest assured, it will get done. the major thing is going to be my sound project. for that project alone i need to:

- record the dialogue
- record the foley
- place both dialogue and foley on the timeline
- tweak the levels
- add filters
- work on mixing

for my editing project all i need to do is add some more clips. i'll be gathering them at the eleventeen show @ cafe du nord this sunday and also at the metreon 105.3 studio. (hopefully) saturday i have to go to sebastepol (sp?) for yet another memorial service. seems like all we do now is go to funerals and memorial services. still, it should be nice spending some time with my aunties on the drive over there.
so~ two more weeks and im out for the semester. i'll see everyone for the holidays.

~kori(¬_¬)

::bgnoise:: the all-american rejects -=happy endings=-
::taste:::::: candy cane
::mood:::::

this was written a long time ago. i thought i would post it because i found it beautifully depressing.

so what do you do when the the ceiling of your world comes crashing down ontop of you unexpectedly, and your carpenter has left and gone forever ? now i gotta think, do i wanna spend the rest of my life homeless and all alone or would i rather pick up the pieces and put my world back together again.

i mope around the house as a sullen ghost looking through the sheets of despair. the shit of the world tears at my skin and i cant bear anymore of this chaos. i have a sickness in my stomache....my heart gets dark like the skys before a storm. this tragedy has yet to end.

i cant help but think about the way that things were, and not how things will be. why must it be so hard for me to look towards my future and not dwell on my past ? with people dying every month....im afraid that this year will be worse. considering that nothing could be worse than losing my mother, nothing this year could possibly get to me that much. FUCK !!! i cant stand existence.

~kori (¬_¬)