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"this has gone on way too long and i'm tired of moving on. this has gone on way too long and i know that this is not the way it should be. "
I wanted to write something today 'cause it just felt right ya know ? But I don't know what to write. There's always gonna be that inscrutable fact that life is the way it is. I see so many people from day to day and I wonder how shitty their life is because I can't see it any other way. No one is alone in this matter. Fucked up. Why does life have to be so fucked up ? I know if I had thought about this years ago I wouldn't have any right to say that life is fucked up because it wasn't. And now I'm left here to wallow in the past to think about the things that were. I never knew that things were so perfect until I was thrust into this unperfect world. I was spoiled, not in a sense that I had everything as a child but in the fact that up until gramma died I had never felt a loss. After that came a bunch of years without loss also. Then, WTF, all things came crashing down. Things started going haywire. Where did we fuck up ? What did we do wrong ? Why do things have to be the way they are ? Taking my own advice....don't ask why just push through it and move on.
kori(¬_¬)
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