"What you feel only matters to you. It's what you do to the people you love. That's what matters. That's the only thing that counts."
~Last Kiss

Sometimes I do such a good job at making everyone think things are perfect, I forget that deep down we're just as fucked up as the rest of them. And when reality settles in and smashes me to the floor once again it just pushes me down that much deeper. I don't wanna get up. I don't wanna look. I can't. It's easier to keep the tears inside with my eyes shut tight.