::bgnoise:: saves the day -=cars and calories=-
::taste:::::: linguini and clams sauce
::mood:::::

i LOVE the eighties. i've been obsessively watching this show on VH1 called 'i LOVE the eighties strikes back' its so crazy. i stayed at my cuzzie's house until 3 AM watching that show. whoa. its funny cause i could remember even the stuff that came out when i was too young to remember. i like remembering things. you kno why ? cause it reminds me of things that were....things that used to be. all those things seem so long ago. they weren't. i miss the way things used to be. i mean oh yea, change is good, but sometimes i just wish everything could just stay the same for once. nothing is forever, and that makes me sad. it makes me real sad. even when i drive around towns - san bruno, san francisco, daly city, south city, san mateo- everything has changed. shops are different, buildings are different, things are gone. nothing is the same. (well except for 'universal gifts', thats been there since i can remember, but thats another story)
when i think of change i get sad. i don't kno why. i mean, change can be good right ? but....for awhile now change has been a bad thing. change for me is beginning to signify death.
if you think about it somewhat philosophically. (now we're talking about decades) things have changed in seventies to eighties to nineties and so forth.... fads come and go, fashion comes and goes, music comes and goes. BUT eventually it comes back. certain fads come back, certain fashion styles come back, and certain types of music come back. so does that mean eventually things will go back to the way they were before ? i dunno...this is making my brain hurt, kinda like shirley maclaine.
so i went to go see shirley maclaine this weekend. it was nine hours long. don't get me wrong, i dont dislike her, but watching anyone talk for nine hours will make your brain explode. i do have to say that she wasnt that bad. she had a few interesting things to say. she talked about chakras for the first two hours (that was bad) then she talked about quantum physics and reincarnation. i cant remember everything tho. we meditated twice for an hour each. it was kinda weird...cause i think i fell asleep while i was meditating. i had a dream that i was in a forest next to a river. in my dream there were two me-s. nifty huh. there was the regular me and then there was a glowing me. haha i kno that sounds so weird so i will just end at that.
whoa de ja vu

~kori (¬_¬)